silence

I realize how much I miss you
I always knew I would
But sitting alone
Really brings it home

Can I remember
The first time you said my name?
I can remember
The last--but it wasn't the same.

I realize how much I miss you
I always knew I would
But sitting here just remembering you
Reminds me my Paul is gone for good...


i'm gonna listen to what you always say. said. your mantra, im going to, just not yet baby. not yet. i still need you to live inside me... i know it was for my worries and my daily trials, but i need you now, i need your strength and your scent and your love and arms wrapped back around me or i feel as though i wont survive... im crumbling without you...

Sail on sweet girl, sail on...