im ok.. i have a 6 inch scar from my elbow to just below my armpit that hurts like hell, but im ok.
doc said i cant go back to work till july, and i lost my shit on him... so, 'we' decided may 1st. thats a month, plus the 3 weeks i was already out.. doesnt he know im a workaholic?? what am i supposed to DO all day?!
maybe i'll take isabella on a vacation. been awhile since ive been to my parents property in NC. she hasnt been there in over 2 years, so maybe, at 3, she'll remember it this time!
im not supposed to be typing. im not supposed to be lifting my daughter, or doing the dishes or functioning like a real person in any way, but ha! i cant do that. CANT. i do make isabella jump up into my right arm, and i do take almost an hour to fill the dishwasher, but im DOING it. i HAVE to do something. i feel friggen useless.
so, life has sucked, but finally there are a few nice days in between all the rain, and i can occupy the kiddo with outside stuff instead of watching movies all day. if i have to watch superman one more time, i swear im going to go insane!
